Be yourself, everyone else is already taken - Oscar wilde

Floating

I hate Red Bull, but there’s an empty Red Bull can next to my bed.
I heard that you can buy Red Bull with food stamps. I heard this thing while metaphorically floating on the ocean next to someone, you know the feeling.
Life is a lot of rocks, and I want to float, so where is my ocean and my sea, the river dream that carries me?
I’ve been on and off a little scared in life, from lonely little boy/girl Mark to now the proud and timid me.
And some people are oceans and they just surround and do so much more than hold you, they make you the kind of safe that you cannot even imagine, just with the touch of skin to skin.
My body is holding its breath because she isn’t there.
But maybe some moment soon we’ll float upon the open sea, you and me.